Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Choking to death, or so I thought!

I have been trying to get my daily exercise in and it has been so beautiful outside lately. I thought what the heck, why not try going for a run to the post office. (I detest running, but I do it to hopefully kick in my metabolism!) It was a little colder outside than I imagined. The run did happen, but the cold air managed to kick in an episode of "sports induced asthma". (I had pneumonia as a child and my bronchials easily get irritated).For hours after my run, I am coughing and hacking away with bronchial irritation problems.

Eighteen months ago I had the Endoscopy procedure done to check my esophagus because of concern about acid reflux complications. I was once a soloist singer, and can no longer hardly sing from damage to my throat and vocal cords due to the affects of acid reflux while sleeping. I had no idea I was even having acid reflux problems at night while I slept peacefully. But I was having problems with my voice becoming hoarse easily. The doctor also finds a tightening in my throat a condition called a "Schiatzi Ring" where the esophagus narrows and does not allow food to pass easily if the food is not chewed well. This is an important part of the story I am going to share!

I was not doing well at getting my meals worked into my schedule that day. I had breakfast in the morning, but before I knew it, it was already 3:30 pm and I had not stopped for lunch. Trying to always eat healthy, I decide to grab a few carrots to munch on, so that I do not spoil my appetite for dinner.

I was busy working on stuff on the computer, when I swallowed my first bite of carrot. It was then my fate was sealed. The first swallow of carrot did not pass merrily along down my esophagus. It lodged itself about midway down my neck in my esophagus. I am not talking a little blockage.... I am saying total blockage. If you have never had this happen to you, it is not quite "choking to death", but a feeling like you are going to die anyway.

So in my panic I think, chew another snippet of carrot to push the blockage down. So I chewed and chewed to make sure the carrot was at puree stage and swallowed. All it did was now create a stage of impaction. Now I am really in trouble, and I am alone at home. Major panic is now really setting in. The blockage is painful.

My breathing now is getting a little labored and I am trying to remain calm, but very nervous. I try to cough up the blockage and nothing happens. I get a drink of water and try to drink and the water cannot even pass into my esophagus, it just backs up and comes out with tiny remnants of my carrot puree. (Raw Carrot does not soften like a piece of bread or cracker will with water.)

OK, now I am at major panic time. The area where the carrot is stuck feels like it is swelling and causing more tightness around the blockage. I think at this time I will do the "Heimlich" maneuver on myself so I go to the kitchen table and throw myself over a chair in hopes that I can move the blockage, but no luck. Plus, the chair is about a foot too tall for me to lean over effectively. My pureed carrot part does come back up, but the blockage is firm. I am also worried about breaking a rib for nothing. I am now starting to get light headed, either from panic or from the blockage. My body is reacting like I am in distress, and I am in distress. The carrot blockage is now causing more pain.

Now, what would you do in my shoes?

I try water again, with no luck. I can see myself on the floor passed out or dead when my husband walks through the door. It would ruin his day totally!
The fact that I live two blocks from the Indian Health Services emergency room did not even cross my mind. I am not sure I could have made it, but I don't even think of it by now. I am trying to keep calm, but I am very panicked and that does not help my bodys' responses. I just know I do not want to die this way.

I call 911 for the first time in my life! The operator comes on and I can hardly talk by now. She calls the local paramedics. The paramedic that answers the phone has a five minute discussion with the 911 operator regarding whether they really need to come because I can talk a little, be it not well. But the fact that I can talk, means to the paramedics that I am not choking to death. Then the operator tells them to come to my house, that my speech has changed in the time she and I have been talking, and that she recommends they check this out because I am alone. She practically has to command them to come to my aid.

Then I have to attempt to explain to them where I live in Ft Yates, like they do not have a GPS on their vehicle in this day and age. What are the chances? So annoying. They could have been to my house in the time they delayed acting like they could not follow my directions. I must have interrupted their viewing of their favorite show or something. There are not that many streets in Ft Yates to get lost in, trust me. I explain to them no less then four times, and each time the paramedic on the phone interrupts my discription of where I live and how to get here. How hard can turn left at Taco Johns, and go down to North Street and turn right be?

If they were my sons, or employees I would have disowned them or fired them on the spot. Seriously, can someone become so callused to think that every person who calls 911 is doing so because they are lonely and want some attention? To say the least they arrive and I am still having distress. They still go on with their line about me being able to communicate, so it can not be that big of a deal and that they can't do anything to help me. I try to drink more water at their request and immediately the water comes back up my throat, it has no where else to go.

Now the most interesting phenomena happens, my saliva begins to overproduce. Why the body does this I have no idea. But not only does the saliva produce, but it produces mass amounts and it becomes really thick and I still can not swallow. Now I am leaning over the kitchen sink drooling saliva in mass amounts. (Found on line later this is common with blocks in the esophagus.)

It has been 40 minutes from the time I swallowed this sweet little carrot piece, and finally my throat loosens up and the carrot mass begins to move. All I can figure is that having someone there with me, allowed me to subconciously feel safe. I am not as panicked of loosing consciousness while alone. Thus, my body relaxed, especially in my esophagus, and the carrot was able to dislodge itself. The Paramedics leave before I kick them out, and I gladly sign the papers of refusal of transport. (I would not get in their vehicle if you paid me a $1000 dollars at this point.)

So I spend the next day researching my condition. Yes, it can sometimes be life threatening. Most people have to go to emergency to get the lodged particle removed. It can also be a sign of other problems and blockages in the throat such as cancer, etc. I am still shaking in my boots, as they say. I now chew my food well, and have not dared eat a raw carrot since. Running, is definitely off my list, and I am sure the irritation to my bronchials by the "sports induced asthma" contributed to my episode of blockage. The "schiatzi ring" was probably the biggest culprit. But the combination of all factors did not help.

I have also tried to call to get into a specialist to have this checked out, and of course more red tape of seeing a primary care physician for a referral, blah, blah blah, etc. etc. I am new to the area. I have been into the Indian Health Services clinic four times since being here trying to get established and current medications correctly prescribed. I have not seen the same doctor twice. This does not go over well with me because I like a personable experience with my doctors. Every time I see a new doctor, I have to go through this long drawn out explanation of my background, health, etc. I have yet to have a prescription filled out correctly the first time around.

In talking with one of my daughters, she shared with me an experience she recently had at a wedding reception. A young man took a bite of cake and it lodged in his esophagus.(All be it too big of a bite if he takes a bite like my husband does!) Her father-in-law recognized what was happening as the young man is coughing and suffering with this blockage, and that he is in distress. He loads him in his car and they take him to the emergency room, where they do procedures to take care of the blockage. Her father-in-law, knew what to do, because he has been going through treatment for conditions related to his esophagus, and knew what was happening to the young man. Drinking water did not help him either, the cake became like a cement dam of dough in his esophagus. Instead of the water diluting the cake dough it just made it thicker.

Moral of story, be aware that if someone can still talk, it does not mean they do not need immediate attention for a food blockage. Have them try to force themselves to throw up. If this does not work and they can not swallow at all, get them to the emergency room.

One more thing, can anyone tell me why physicians order blood tests, and never call you or send you the results? You would think that would be part of what you pay for with your visit.... Feed Back! We need more doctors who are holistic in their treatment, and a lot less doctors who prescribe medication to treat only symptoms and love to operate! Discussion for another day!

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Almost there!

Made it to Billings, Montana last night. The roads were great up to that point. Once we passed through Bozeman, Mt. and then turned towards the road to West Yellowstone things seemed to change

The route is a long winding road along an icy river this time of year. Did I mention the roads were icy also. The pictures below show the river and the roads to through West Yellowstone and Island Park, Idaho.

We stopped to see my cousin Mary Lundstrom Winterton at her cabin on Bills Island, near Island Park, Idaho.


Nothing like arriving the evening of Christmas Eve, and having a cookie decorating party. We all gathered at Damons' family home since they offered the use of their home for housing. Damons folks went to Arizona for Christmas.... they are really the smart ones to go to where it is warm.

Friday, December 23, 2011

On our way to Rexburg, Idaho

It has been three months since we have seen all of our children. Boy were we anxious to see them all again.

The trip to Idaho was uneventful, except for.....the spare tire we changed when we arrived in Bismarck from Ft. Yates (Due to our fear that the tire on the trailer at the time was very worn and seperating and would blow!) was not very stalwart. As we pleasantly traveled along the freeway towards Billings, Montana, our "newly" placed spare tire's lug bolts had another plan to escape along with our spare tire down the interstate on it's own. Roger looked back in his side mirror as he felt a big bump and pulled over just as our spare tire went flying by us into the median and independently traveled for over 150 yards in two foot prairie grass. The search was on for the escaped tire! (My fear of snakes in the grass did not help the search.) Thankfully a couple in a truck stopped to help us and drove down the median until they found our tire and brought it back to us.

We felt lucky that our delay was only two hours to get a repair man to come and bring new lug bolts, and for us to limp along to Dickinson, North Dakota. (One of the new oil capitols of the United States) We bought a new tire and continued on our way. It sure beat the five hour repair truck wait we had this past summer after our tire blew on our U-Haul truck when moving to Ft. Yates, North Dakota this summer. All I can say is that I will take tire problems over engine problems any day.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Smilebox Playback

Click on the Smile Box reference below to check out our Christmas Card greeting with Pictures.

Smilebox Playback

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Rubber Meets the Road

My observations regarding our experience here on the Reservation. Sometimes reality is worst than what you could ever imagine. That's where the rubber meets the road.

The reality on the reservation is as follows:

1. Addiction to alcohol and illegal drugs is rampant.
2. Government dependency is debilitating to the soul.
3. The hope level among the people here on a scale of 1 to 10,with 1 being low and 10 as great hope.....on the "Res" as they call it, is at a "1.5".
4. No economic prosperity
5. Few intact families (Father, Mother, and children living together)High level of
physical and sexual abuse due to alcohol consumption and associated behavior.
6. Diabetes is out of control, along with kidney failure (Due to diet, but mostly
alcohol) High level of dialysis patients and early death associated with these
diseases. (Not to mention the number of people dying in alcohol related
accidents).
7. Poverty level is high.
8. Teen Pregnancy and single parenthood common and promoted.
9. Victim-hood is a way of thinking,and the US Government and the white man owes them!
10. National, state, and Local (Trival) Government enabling and dependent on the
dependency of the people on the reservation. Power through subjugation.

Is there a way out.... possibly with the following changes in the mind set of individuals?

1. Positive Community and religious Influence
2. Education or skill development valued and sought beyond high school
3. Work opportunities developed by individuals
4. Benefit of economic development by local community leaders
5. Personal accountability and integrity.
6. Self reliance
7. Alcohol and illegal drug consumption stopped.
8. Dietary changes with excercise.
9. Intact family unit valued by individuals and promoted in the community.
10. Work ethic developed by each individual.


Development of Basic service businesses needed on the Reservation:

Hardware store
Hair cutting
Recycling
Trading post - to sell local crafts
Landscape Nursery or Landscape maintenance businesses
Flower Shop
Clothing shops
Shoe Shops
Craft and Fabric stores
Bakery
Food establishments -Pizza, Sandwich shop, Soup and Salad
Appliance Repair
Gas Station on Highway (Take advantage of travelers needing services)
Movie Theatre
Public Park - with Indian statues
Second Hand Stores for Clothing, appliances, etc.
Summer Indian Folklore Entertainment - to generate Tourism Industry
Manufacturing businesses
Sports shop - Fishing and Hunting Tour guides
Boat Dock -
History Museum of the Standing Rock - Sioux people
Drug Store

Monday, November 28, 2011

Kansas City at Thanksgiving

I drove from Ft. Yates, North Dakota to Kansas City, Kansas by myself. Quite an adventure. Roger was in St.George visiting his father who has been quite ill. He flew into Kansas City the night before Thanksgiving Day.

When I left Ft. Yates on Monday morning it was 12 degrees, foggy, and the ground covered in snow. I didn't know what to expect in Kansas City. Yippee....It was warm and beautiful and in the high 30's.

On the way South to Kansas my route was parallel to the Missouri River. I took this picture while driving. It was three grain containers that had collapsed into a sink hole due to the flooding of the Missouri River.











Ryan and Hannah live in Lenexa, Kansas. It is a suburb of Kansas City. I could hardly wait to get to Ryan and Hannahs, to see our newest addition to the Davies Family - Madeline Claire Davies.
















Thanksgiving Day was held at the Ross Family Home in Shawnee, Kansas.






Hannah Ross Davies and her sister Jessica Ross





Sophie and Lucy Ross, Hannah's sisters








Roger and Sydne Davies








Roger and Ryan Davies







Jane and Rob Ross, Hannah's Parents.







Madeline Claire's Blessing Day - Sunday November 27, 2011





Monday, November 21, 2011

Omaha Nebraska Temple and Visitors Center, Winter Quarters

Traveling to Kansas City to visit Ryan and Hannah, and their new baby Madeline, I made a detour trip to Florence, Nebraska. Florence is a Suburb to Omaha. I crossed over the Missouri River on the Mormon Bridge, and found the visitors center, Temple, and Graveyard.



Statue to the memory of those who died at "Winter Qtrs", Florence, Nebraska.



Winter Quarters was once a refuge for thousands of Latter-day Saint pioneers en route to the Salt Lake Valley. Between June 1846 and October 1848 alone, some 2,000 Church members died at Winter Quarters due to heavy storms, inadequate provisions and shelter, scurvy, malaria, and the Saints’ weakened condition after being driven from Nauvoo or crossing the seas from Europe. Winter Quarters became a place that tested the faith of thousands who struggled through sickness and wilderness to reach their eventual destination in the Salt Lake Valley.





These are gravestones of recent deaths (within 100 years) of members of the LDS church in the Omaha area. Today their are only a dozen or so gravestones visable. All but one gravestone, of Amy Porter from the early settlers of Winter Qtrs, were gone by the time the church began the restoration of the cemetary. The Gravestone of Amy Porter is now preserved and found in the Visitors center across the street from the graveyard.
The cemetary was mapped out using Amy Porter Gravestone as a reference point for all of the other graves.





Omaha Nebraska Temple - Fall of 2011, as seen through the barren trees.







Visitor Center Missionaries.




Temple as viewed from the Visitors Center.




Sis. Atkin from the Morningside Stake, St.George Utah, with Sydne Davies